Fortunate Fortune Cookie

It's been a couple of months since my last post but I've returned.
So much has happened since then.
For example, after contemplating suicide and writing a rough draft of the first part of my suicide letter I was "saved" by a fortune cookie.
Another thing that has happened to me : boyfriend!! ( 2.5 months) My first relationship!! He even met my family.-___- & then i broke up with him through a txt message >.<
I'm still seeing an old "friend".
& I've just about had it with school
I don't want to go back there for my senior year!! I refuse to go back there. 3 years of misery and loneliness. I'm going insane
My sister, Gabbie, she's heading out to N.Y.
Oh and I haven't heard news from my irish lover in like 2 months -___- i'm heart broken
I'm so stressed about my senior year of high school!!!!!!
I'm so stressed about applying to colleges
"" about getting recommendation letters from teachers i've never actually taken the time to chat with
i fucked up
I'm so stressed about driving to school and back
I'm so concerned about mother and her health problems
she recently noticed some balls coming out of what seems to be the palms of her hands, she says they are so painful and can't even hold a glass of water without complaining about the pain. The rent is overdue, father doesn't want to help her (they're separated) and neither of us has a job!!!

ugh i feel like im absorbing all of the negativity & stress, there's no way out without making things more complicated than they already are
idk what i'm going to do

meet gianna

ahh it's tues. & i'm still sore from sun. -_-

sun. was an ok day. chilled with family. celebrated my nephews' bdays @ the park

had fun

here's a pic of baby gianna [[my sis is holding her]]

first encounters

a pic i snapped while in the car...
sun was in my face grrr
im hideous
scarred
flawed
&

Unbeautiful

studying The Scarlet Letter

so i'm reviewing important concepts about the scarlet letter
i really enjoyed reading this book
umm i guess i'll just make sure i know important symbols & their significance
important parts of the plot like the climax,resolution, etc. & bleh i then have to study for spanish II... mi español
i have to study the maps for central and south america with its countries and capitals
:/
blehhhh
& to top things off i also have my chemistry test tomorrow
oxidation-reduction state thingys & molarity haha i hope i do good
i need to do good!!!

damnit T.O.M. & chemicals?!

ehh so i had to leave school early today
damn cramps!!!
i'm so close to finals that i can't afford missing any days of school
i missed 3 classes out of my six classes blehh
i forgot my midol :/


anywho... i guess the only "good" thing that happened to me was :

understanding molarity [[the simple stuff]]

i can now answer this ques:

If 10.7 grams of NH4Cl is dissolved in enough water to make 800ml of solution, what will be its molarity?